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[26 May 2009|11:28pm] |
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I LOVE DAN KELLY
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[28 Jul 2008|05:40pm] |
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Tiger Army |
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I don't wanna grow up
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[20 May 2008|03:45pm] |
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how do you tell the difference between love and infatuation?
i've been wrong too many times before and i would like to know how to prevent being wrong again...
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[08 Mar 2008|11:49pm] |
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So one of my best friends that I've known the majority of my life is having her baby shower tomorrow....
She's been pregnant for 8 months but the reality is just starting to kick in for me. Perhaps its because I don't see her nearly as much as I should.
This girl that I used to finger paint with, the girl who I rode the school bus with for 10 years, the girl who I've thought of as my little sister (although she's 6 months older than me) is all grown up and no longer needs me to look out for her. Maybe she didn't ever need me in the first place, but I like to think that she did. I like to feel needed. It's strange but I almost feel like a mother who is letting her daughter go off into the world on her own for the first time.
I've spent most of my life and my entire relationship with this girl being the voice of strength and reason. For me, she has been the voice of grace and innocence. Although in many aspects we may be complete opposites and you might never imagine the two of us to be friends, I'd like to think we balance each other perfectly. Yin and Yang.
Nonetheless, Its time for me to let go... She has a wonderful fiance who I know will take care of her and their baby girl the way they deserve to be treated.
Deep Breath...
I wasn't even this nervous and anxious when my sister had her baby.
Just call me "Auntie Jandel"
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| Live Journal? |
[05 Mar 2008|10:53pm] |
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Oh live journal....
I have neglected you.
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[12 May 2007|09:02am] |
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Happy Birthday to meee
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[12 Feb 2007|12:52am] |
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JAMAICA.....
thats where i'll be for the next 7 days
nice waaarrrmmmmm jamaica, with free food and booze all week long
i love my life
<3<3<3
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| ATTENTION |
[19 Dec 2006|04:10am] |
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i love my boy...
the end
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| help a nigga out |
[23 Oct 2006|11:17pm] |
Do me a huge favor and fill this out for my sociology class!! it doesnt even have to be entirely true, i just need something
Sociological Inquiry: Race and Racism in the United States
1. Race: White
Black
Hispanic
Other (please state_______________)
2. Sex: Male
Female
3. Age:
4. What city or town were you raised in?
5. Would you consider a majority of your friends to be from one specific racial group? If so, which racial group?
6. To what extent do you think racism is a problem in the United States?
7. What is your opinion on interracial dating and/or marriage?
8. What is your opinion on affirmative action used in schools and places of employment? (Definition: programs to overcome the effects of past societal discrimination by allocating jobs and resources to members of specific groups, such as minorities and women.)
9. What is your opinion, if any, on the “white race”?
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[25 Aug 2006|09:54am] |
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sometimes i wonder why i dont just start doing drugs.....
i bet i would have alot more friends if i did.
it seems to be an undying trend for my "best friends" to start smoking pot and stop hanging out with me.
ever since i was 13 years old its been that way. my best friend decides its cool to start smoking pot... and they know that i dont do that shit, so instead of just not doing it around me, they just completely stop hanging out with me.
im getting really sick of people choosing drugs over my friendship.
sure i think its shitty when my friends start doing drugs, but that doesnt mean im going to stop being friends with them. but it seems that instead of dealing with the shame of admiting to me that they do drugs, my "friends" would much rather just pretend like i dont know. they would much rather think that i am that naive and stupid that i dont know when im being lied to.
what great friends i have....
stage 1: straight edge
stage 2: start drinking
stage 3: start smoking cigarettes
stage 4: start smoking pot
and if my experience with drug addicts is accurate (and i have alot of experience)
stage 5: pills
stage 6: coke and herroin
and yes, everyone at stage 4 says they would never do hard drugs. just like everyone at stage 1 says they would never do any of that shit.
good thing most of you never got around to getting those SXE tattoos
ive spent my entire life trying to keep myself out of the drug scene. most people who grew up around the shit i did would be herroin addicts or at least burn outs by now, but ive made it my goal in life to stay away from that shit.
but somehow it cant stay away from me.
and i bet noone will respond to this because most of you know your guilty of all that shit
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| ATTENTION!! |
[25 Jul 2006|01:48pm] |
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i love my life
and matt pottala sleeps too goddamn late on his day off
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[13 May 2006|02:29pm] |
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you think after being "best friends" with someone for 7 years that you would at least get a call on your fucking birthday
you blow me off all the time and i deal with it..... but it was my fucking birthday....
but im sure you had better things to do like hang out with your boyfriend that youre constantly with
didnt even have the decency to call me and say that you werent comming up or you didnt want to hang out
but im sure you have a great excuse...
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[12 May 2006|09:18am] |
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ITS MY BIRTHDAY BIIIITCHES!!!
ima go get this damn anatomy final outa the way... then its CELEBRATION TIME!!!!!!
wOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOt!!!!!!!!!!
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[29 Apr 2006|10:40pm] |
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i'm giddy like a little school girl...
but not in that creepy pedophile sort of way
I LIKE MATT POTTALA
we fit
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| today..... |
[27 Apr 2006|08:14am] |
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im getting drunk with my sister, my cousin, and sean pumala......
in the park
time to make the jello shots
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[23 Apr 2006|01:43am] |
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im angry....... and he's to drunk/tired to care
can't sleep, angry
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
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[22 Apr 2006|09:18pm] |
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bulls game |
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this summer....
you all have to come and watch me and my boy tear it up on the softball field.... TUESDAY NIGHTS... i dont want to hear any excuses...
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[05 Apr 2006|10:45am] |
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i miss softball..............
who wants to form a coed summer league softball team?!?!
come on! im having withdrawls.... uuuggghhhhh
but the good news is.... its baseball season.
my favorite of all seasons..... :)
GOOOOO SOX!!!!!!! booyah nig
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| UPDATE |
[15 Mar 2006|10:21am] |
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amanda fosterling is living with me now....
this will be a blasty....
everynight will be PARTY NIGHT!
WOOT
Matt Pottala is still amazing! I L... him....
we dont say the L word
Amanda Fosterling + Matt Pottala + Jandel = CUDDLE FEST
For anyone that cares, the reason i fell off the face of the earth is....
school, fuck school..... it consumes me now...
that is all
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